NEW Not My Will: An Autobiography

Not My Will
By: Ghislaine Spence

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The inspiring true story of a French-Canadian girl’s struggles with submission to the Lord’s Will

On the voyage of life we’re often fearful, confused, and question the Lord’s dealings with us. Ghislaine Spence—a wife, mother and grandmother, has felt the same.


Not My Will is Spence’s autobiographical account of her journey on the pathway of life. Beginning with her early childhood in Quebec, it traces her upbringing, relationships, life experiences, and times of grief and tragedy. It also chronicles the struggles that ultimately carried her and her husband to a prison ministry. An incredibly inspiring story, it shows how the Lord sends adversity in our lives—not only to reshape us, but also to teach us the enjoyment of His love, fellowship and peace that can only come through submission to His will. “…Who teacheth like him?” (Job 36:22).

Reviews of Not My Will:

“I read the whole book almost in a day. I truly enjoyed it. My husband is reading it now.”  (D.B. – Ontario, Canada)

“I can’t remember if I ever thanked you for your inspiring, encouraging, moving book called, Not My Will. I enjoyed reading it very much. It made me laugh, smile, weep, and thank the Lord. It is great to see the Lord’s loving hand at work and to say, “This is the Lord’s doing; it is marvelous in our eyes.” Ps. 118:23. Like in the Choice Gleanings calendar this morning ~ suffering is part of life, but for the believer it can be an opportunity to deliver an incredible message. You have an incredible message in your book, a message about His love and peace.” (J.B. – Kentucky)

“I loved how the Lord revealed His will in your life… It made me want that same thing for my life.” (N.H. – Iowa)

“…I read it straight through and cried and cried… I know the Lord’s timing was absolutely perfect as I soaked in the encouragement that many of the scriptures offered. The Lord’s words endure and are applicable through so many of our trials. I needed it all just then.”  (E.C. – Illinois)

“An inspiring story of faith being tested to the extreme, and the deep faith in her Lord that kept her going on…I can assure you that it will touch your heart and inspire you to live a life devoted to Jesus Christ.”

(R.B. – California)

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